Daily Journal 4/20

Today was another stressful day. Despite the fact that I was able to sleep 8 hours I still woke up exhausted and I couldn't believe it. It was so discouraging because I was looking forward to waking up with energy for the first time in a very long time, but sadly that was not the case. I woke up still feeling exhausted. Luckily my class was on zoom so I gotta take it from the comfort of my home. Afterwards I knew I had some time before I had to do anything and because I felt so exhausted I decided to give myself a well deserved break. I napped for two hours because that’s literally all I do in my free time now, take naps. So I napped and woke up still exhausted. I really didn't want to look at a single email today but it had to be done so I started drafting thank you and follow-up emails. I spent some time drafting emails until my pbros got here to drop the things off for the social and set-up. When they got here they had to go to Target to get serving trays, so they asked me to cut the vegetables and help make the veggie and cheese tray. It took a little longer then I thought it would and in the meantime I remembered I had an assignment due before midnight tonight. I was too scared to risk submitting it after the social so I decided to work on it before. I then got ready for the social and went up. The social went pretty well in my opinion, I mean I know that it wasn't perfect but it lived up to expectations and some active members took the liberty to let us know that they enjoyed it. I was so exhausted from the day so I wasn't really in the social mood, but I didn't want to be anti-social. I tried my best to put my feelings aside and mingle. After the social, we all cleaned up super fast and I came down to write more emails, fun. Honestly I have no excuse for turning in this journal late, I just completely forgot, and I think it goes back to me just being super exhausted and overworked, but I understand it’s part of the process. Once again, it was just one of those days, and I’m ending this journal (which I would probably get an aftermath for turning in so late) with just taking it one day at a time .